My mood is very very bad now. It has been deteriorating since the start of the year. My wish is to get out of this school quick, attaining good A level results. I hate the school. Don't really like the people either. Don't like the truth? Spam me, who cares. It is not like my life revolves around you people only.

My mother says that I should control my feelings, be positive.

I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM ALL. WHY ARE THEY SO HARD TO TALK TO? IT IS NOT LIKE I AM NOT TRYING.

ARGH. THEY ALL HAVE ATTITUDE PROBLEMS LA. THEY HAVE ALL GOT BONDS, SO WHAT? IF I DON'T SEE MY IMPORTANCE BY BEING THERE, THEN IT IS BETTER THAT I DON'T GO. DUH. I HAVE REALLY NOTHING TO TALK TO THEM. LET THEM GO AND SOCIALISE ALL AMONGST THEMSELVES. I DON'T CARE.