I don't know - will he be interested? Anyway, my mind is filled with him during class. That idiot. Get out of my head! I think my brain and I have made a pact to not think of anyone, not even Shuwei, during this period of time. How can you just barge in like that? Sigh. If that is the case, I'll really stay away from him. Until after promos then say.

My mood is very very bad now. It has been deteriorating since the start of the year. My wish is to get out of this school quick, attaining good A level results. I hate the school. Don't really like the people either. Don't like the truth? Spam me, who cares. It is not like my life revolves around you people only.

My mother says that I should control my feelings, be positive.

I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM ALL. WHY ARE THEY SO HARD TO TALK TO? IT IS NOT LIKE I AM NOT TRYING.

ARGH. THEY ALL HAVE ATTITUDE PROBLEMS LA. THEY HAVE ALL GOT BONDS, SO WHAT? IF I DON'T SEE MY IMPORTANCE BY BEING THERE, THEN IT IS BETTER THAT I DON'T GO. DUH. I HAVE REALLY NOTHING TO TALK TO THEM. LET THEM GO AND SOCIALISE ALL AMONGST THEMSELVES. I DON'T CARE.